i really f*cked it up this time, didn't i my dear?

Just a "hey I'm not dead." My BBBB fic has sort of been preying on my mind, as well as the shkinkmeme, but I promise I *will* update any and all WIPs soon, as well as edit & post some of Sherlock Holmes fics I've written for the kinkmeme but have yet to post over here.

First drafts of BBBB are due Thursday (midnight) so after that I should have a little more breathing room. I know I really, desperately need to update When You Never Cried Alone and The Return Contingency - I am an utter failure at WIPs and I apologize for that, as well as promise to try to do better in the future. I also had a Jurassic Park Alan/Ian fic on ff.net and not one, but TWO SGA fics that are WIPs. See what I mean? Utter failure.

Add to that I have about half a dozen half-written one-shots saved to my desktop, and half a dozen fics I desperately want to write, and basically I hate myself. HOWEVER I will finish WYNCA and TRC as soon as humanly possible, and then hopefully finish up the rest.

Also, I NEED to write Sophia/Logos. Especially since they're my OTP FOR LIFE.

And there's at least one more Conan RPF I want to write. I know, I know.

Arghhh. Basically I'm going to kill myself until Thursday, when I will hopefully have at least 15k for BBBB, and then collapse into a sobbing mess, and then get started on all the backlog I need to work on.

TL;DR - I AM SO SORRY FOR EVERYTHING AND I AM A TERRIBLE PERSON AND I WILL DO BETTER IN THE FUTURE PLEASE FORGIVE ME/DON'T KILL ME. ♥ ♥ ♥

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