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muir_wolf ([personal profile] muir_wolf) wrote2009-11-18 11:58 pm

Side by Side

Title: Side by Side
Rating: PGish
Word Count: 375
Disclaimer: SPN doesn't belong to me, etc.
Characters/Pairing: Cas/Dean
Summary: Snippet set right before that mysterious end battle I'm assuming it coming. Spoilers through 508. "We will do this together, Dean," he says, breath warm on his cheek.



Castiel looks him straight in the eye, lips inches from his. “Dean, only you can do this.”

Dean swallows almost convulsively. “I might destroy the world,” he breathes, his eyes welling up with unshed tears, and Castiel lifts a hand to his face, cupping his cheek.

“I believe in you,” he says, voice soft, and Dean shivers. “I trust you, Dean,” he says. “You are the righteous man, you will not fail us.”

Dean closes his eyes, a tear slipping down his cheeks, falling onto Castiel’s fingers. “I don’t know if I can do this,” he says, voice so very soft. “I don’t know if I can do what needs to be done.”

Castiel’s soft fingers brush the wet trail away, thumb lingering as it caresses underneath Dean’s still closed eye.

“We will do this together, Dean,” he says, breath warm on his cheek. “I’m not going to leave you. We’ll see this through together.”

And Dean sees Cas—drugged out in the future, bloodied by the trickster, angry and defiant and always coming back to him—always coming back for him.

“I will not leave you, Dean,” Castiel repeats, and Dean nods shakily, and does one more thing the future-him had hidden from.

“Cas,” Dean whispers, eyes flickering open, hands finding purchase on the other’s wrinkled trench coat. “Thank you.” Castiel’s lips twitch up in an almost-smile. “Not just for the end-of-the-world help, but for…Cas…” he says, obviously struggling to find the words, and Castiel just blinks it away, leans his forehead forward so it’s resting against Dean’s.

“I know,” he says. “I know.”

“You know I love you, right?” Dean asks at last, voice rough and soft at the same time, and again Castiel manages that half-smile. He pulls back enough to press his lips softly against Dean’s.

“For old time’s sake,” he says, solemn and amused at the same time, and something warm flickers in Dean’s eyes as he looks at his angel.

“Save the world?” he asks, eyebrow quirking up, and Castiel inclines his head slightly.

“Save the world,” he agrees.

[identity profile] sweetsyren.livejournal.com 2009-11-19 02:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Damn... *wipes away a tear* So pretty.

[identity profile] muir-wolf.livejournal.com 2009-11-20 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
Aww thank you! ;)

[identity profile] denazia.livejournal.com 2009-11-19 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Who knew the end of the world could be so...romantic. Well, you, and I think Kripke, too, although he'll never admit it ;) Very beautiful story.

[identity profile] muir-wolf.livejournal.com 2009-11-20 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
Haha, yeah he probably won't... Thank you so much, glad you liked it! =)

[identity profile] marynyu.livejournal.com 2009-11-19 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Aww.... now I feel all warm and fluffy and sad and scared at the same time... and I keep wondering where is Sam in all this.... what with Dean being so scared and all... I keep seeing Sam in that white suit waiting for them. *shudders*

I hope Kripke gives us a happy ending, pleeease!!!

[identity profile] muir-wolf.livejournal.com 2009-11-27 08:14 am (UTC)(link)
I do too! I'm kind of terrified by the whole "endgame" that's coming...*crosses fingers it all turns out well*

[identity profile] quantumdoll.livejournal.com 2009-11-19 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
So damn lovely! This line Dean sees Cas—drugged out in the future, bloodied by the trickster, angry and defiant and always coming back to him—always coming back for him is so very true. The fact that Cas always finds his way back to Dean speak volumes.

[identity profile] muir-wolf.livejournal.com 2009-11-20 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
Doesn't it, though? His line, "I killed two angels this week, I rebelled, and I did it, all of it, for you" kills me every time I watch it ;) Thank you so much, and glad you liked it!

[identity profile] mulder200.livejournal.com 2009-11-19 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
AH! That's quite touching.

[identity profile] muir-wolf.livejournal.com 2009-11-20 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
Aww thank you! Glad you liked!

[identity profile] quovadimus83.livejournal.com 2009-11-19 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
ohmygosh. "for old time's sake." :D YES!

[identity profile] muir-wolf.livejournal.com 2009-11-20 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
hee! Glad you liked! And love your icon btw!